a manual of foreign seasons
i am at the war
they say it’s real this time
sipping my hotdog and lemonade
i cast my line over the revolving sky
of north america, pull it back
fishless—the bleachers are cold
in the unspooled sun, the scale
points north, a history of our black music—
putting the hotdog back
in the fridge in saran wrap, news
of a varnished rose reaches me
filthy rumors, threadbare levers
on a reservoir of diffuse intent—down
at the third shift
in the factory of facts about the war
where i work the refridgerator isle
dreams slide open
and the lights slam off
but luckily we just got in
some sophisticated scope operators for our temporal adverbs—
this won’t come as a shock because you got my message
but we are now representing a new client,
in the end, ourselves, but only
as representation itself, the unmediated touch of words
nothing outside the world—
after the first good rain of spring
italian airmen accumulate
around the bulletproof
mannequins, investigating
their distant stares with fishhooks
which lead them back
into the stomach of a swan
but the investigation can’t begin
until the budget comes in
and the tide goes out
and the DNA swabs
of the victim’s eyes
clear canadian customs
in the radiant urn-sun
where the splitting branches of the elm
multiply simple fractions—i left
the office early expecting war
we need to get out
of the office sometime
and remember to remember
to remember—the blinds
are snapping up the sunlight
like hogdogs—as a training experiment the police
pull over my friend van green in his blue
bmw convertible, grab him from the car
at gunpoint, handcuff him on the ground
with their knees in his back, breaking his watch and
glasses before they search his car, then
release him—the future forms
from failed metaphors in the moist climate
under vinyl carpeting, thrives during gestation
on powdered vicodin and the general
shape of socialist eschatology unfolding above—i love
the tulip tree,
i love that tulip tree, it’s important
somehow—i am at the war
a can of chicken of the sea
open in my hand, the scale
on the fulcrum of a moth points its levers
north from a lion-pawed bathtub
of breakfasts i’ve embalmed with hairspray and vaseline,
offerings to our apollo of guadalupe, protector of the unborn
and in the next two frames
the dream slides open
and the lights slam off
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