Bonjour Tristesse
Hello sadness. Hello after
the explosions no
—-language could make us
whole. We heel-
bound & bull-
horned. Hacking
bags of dust. Love,
what exhaustion we fall
into our separate silences with. Split
mattress. Drab
cloud of sperm spilled
—-in the reservoir tip. & it
was evil in the sight of the Lord. Look,
sometimes I want to run away
—-when it is finished. To admit
the things I said I meant
mistakenly. Take
—it back, your bereft
present. Post
coitum omne animal triste est. Let us
—-make a name, lest
we be scattered. We saddest
mammals. Milk-
—-swallower. God-
less link to thistle. Think
how often we promised
—the future & produced
only fluid. Have flung
our bodies against each other & come
—apart palsied
syntax babbling. Disaster,
like the tongue, takes
—many forms. The felled
tower. The tented
wedding shelled. We speak
—nothing of the dark & droning
engine of the heart. How—
from humus— we are
—hung on hurt.
How urgently
it is over. Hello. Open
—your dirty mouth & mourn.
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Christopher Kempf is a Stegner Fellow in Poetry at Stanford University. His poetry and essays have appeared recently in Guernica, The New Inquiry, and Prairie Schooner among other places, most of which can be accessed from his website. He currently lives in Oakland.
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