Category: Issue 13
17 Sounds for Saint Cecilia
begins alone
all threadbare and song
barely mentions the figure which fell from the sky
and kept running
“this again” face visibly twisting
a leaf sinks
in a still river
a lover’s plunge overstuffed at the throat, the family
they needed proof
small future selves she survived three days
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm(in thinning music)
is it too late to pass through the walls?
who gets to decide?
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Alexis Almeida lives in Denver. Her recent work has appeared or is forthcoming in TYPO, Vinyl Poetry, Denver Quarterly, Divine Magnet, Oversound, and elsewhere. Her translation of Florencia Castellano’s Propiedades vigiladas is forthcoming from Ugly Duckling Presse. A finalist for the Fine Arts Work Center fellowship, she was recently awarded a Fulbright grant to Argentina and will be traveling to Buenos Aires in 2016. You can find her at alexisfalmeida.tumblr.com
Study of my Body the Pantomime
Stepping out of this room
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Is one type of obedience
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I could stand still as a soldier
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I have never loved a soldier
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Whatever caused you to scissor your arms
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And remove your jacket,
And remove your shirt
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I was a lifting rudder,
An arm
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Alone and wild
Numerous, I am
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Colorful against that silt
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You should really hear my breathing
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Granules in the landscape
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Where I am a listing woman
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Buttons, pregnancy, wine
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Winter fruit, and
the weight of grassy structures
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So quickly leaves the world
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Alexis Almeida lives in Denver. Her recent work has appeared or is forthcoming in TYPO, Vinyl Poetry, Denver Quarterly, Divine Magnet, Oversound, and elsewhere. Her translation of Florencia Castellano’s Propiedades vigiladas is forthcoming from Ugly Duckling Presse. A finalist for the Fine Arts Work Center fellowship, she was recently awarded a Fulbright grant to Argentina and will be traveling to Buenos Aires in 2016. You can find her at alexisfalmeida.tumblr.com
Epiphalitany
for Joyelle McSweeney and everyone
I channeled the angel that thunders your chambers this morning I channeled the Heron the hulking behemoth that spreads you that taps at your spine like a doctor a doctor of poetry splitting you cracking you open I held you your body of knowledge the contents come spilling your perfect bound spine with a laminate call number stamped like a tramp at the base at the militant base I practice my targetry target my malpractice doctorate poetry target the Heron the angel petroleum soaking I channeled the tar get it off me spilling your perfect chambers channeled morning I channeled the joy of your oil spill cracking you open O pen I held you an offering wash it if it must be drowned no more A little World an offering O But O But O it must be burnt! Deer Godmother Mother of God Shaman entrusted the charge of my depths the charge of my spiritual guidance your duty to see that I don’t worship death but that death is the war ship I blow out I channel the sky aspiring angel the sexually star hungry burn victim candidate Heron whose wingspan could blot out the heavens whose flammable crude oil wingspan eclipses the night Godmother I lift my voice like a steeple impaling the thunder with gaiety baffling singing my perfect bound songing with ecstasy baffling for Angela copying ten codes Julia hands in the impotent soil for Dustan and Betsy Matthew and Stephanie Sarah and Katie Jenetta for Peggy for Thelma for Frank and his blown out steel mill knees for Sandra and her blown out social work knees for Nick and Carly for Gabe and Jamie for Matt and the scars that run the arms length down Bethany for you, my Godson for you I channel the angel that thunders your chambers this morning lover of beasts who eat diesel child who distinguishes the front loader from the excavator the bulldozer from the semi from the pickup from the garbage truck for you lover of deconstruction I pray thee my Master this morrow even the Master of the spill that drowns an ocean Master of the ocean darker than night annointeth my head with oil thou Barron runneth my drilling rig over and over and Burn me O Lord that I might crackle to your pleasing that my light might guide my charge through the darkness that I might be a star the world to love.
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Nick Demske lives in Racine Wisconsin and is a children’s librarian at the Racine Public Library. He is the author of a self-titled book which was chosen by Joyelle McSweeney for the 2010 Fence Modern Poets Series prize. He is also the author of a chapbook called “Skeetly Deetly Deet” (Strange Cage Press). He wants to start a group of hands-on faith healers called “The Doctors.” So we’ll see what goes down with that.
Meditation on the Casual Use of Hands
for Eric Garner
7:39 A.M. – I wake in a mood, my bedroom suffused by a soft blue hue, the song of distant sunlight and low-hanging clouds. I leave my girlfriend to rest a few minutes more, her imagination plugging in the space between prayer and flesh. I throw on my bathrobe and walk downstairs. I look at myself in the mirror through lenses of dust; discard my robe, my sweatpants, my yellowed t-shirt with a hole to the right of my left nipple, eight or nine millimeters across. I gently twist the faucet handle on its neck. The water is faintly warm, like spit, and takes the smell of my body down the drain with it; my hair gets washed – adored with shea, massaged with my palms and a passing thought or two. I dry off, brush my teeth, head upstairs and toss earth tones over earth tones like a funeral. I depart for work after kissing my girlfriend, still filling my outline in the mattress with more valuable light. I catch the PATH train into Manhattan. It’s that rare day I have a seat, which is good, because I forgot my orthotics and my feet are tired from weeks of trying to take stands. I sit next to a swollen brother, but we don’t talk, choosing to listen to our headphones until we exit the train. I walk the usual seven blocks, stopping on the way to grab a low-fat cream cheese bagel, tiptoeing around suits on the sidewalk smoking cigarettes, a single at a time. After arriving at the office, I boot my laptop and grind through a long day of meetings held over thin wires. I run into college friends when I pick up a burrito for lunch; I smile at them without concern for what showing my teeth can do. After eating, it’s back to hustling. During a bathroom break, a white friend living in Atlanta, who is usually just a friend, texts me: no indictment. I text back something approximating anger, but my actual demeanor is more like word. I chat with a certain few co-workers later in the day. We’re all upset and say so in low voices so our colorful language isn’t overheard: word. When the work is no longer urgent, I go home. I get a seat on the train again, sitting next to a slender brother playing Grand Theft Auto: San Andreas. I don’t say anything; just watch his polygonal avatar tote machine guns, think to myself: word. When I get off the train in Jersey, I can hear my girlfriend’s sister’s white boyfriend playing violin on the train platform. Usually, I just think of him as my girlfriend’s sister’s boyfriend, or as himself, but there’s a thin wire in me that’s been tripped, and not in the name of classical music. When I get above ground again, my phone buzzes to life: a text telling me to make dinner tonight since she’s coming home late. I reply with something equating loosely to word, and with that same ease, my praying mind swells my gut with chicken. My hands follow its lead, casually, flouring the cold and the raw. This is how I’ve been taught to stomach death.
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Cortney Lamar Charleston lives in Jersey City, NJ. His poetry has appeared, or is forthcoming, in Rattle, Beloit Poetry Journal, Eleven Eleven, Crab Orchard Review, The Normal School, Folio, J Journal, CURA: A Literary Magazine of Art & Action and elsewhere. He has received nominations for the Pushcart Prize and Best of the Net as well as a Cave Canem fellowship.
Squirrel
Kate Puxley was born in Edmonton, Alberta and has since lived in Toronto, Ottawa, Italy, and Montreal. After completing her Bachelor of Fine Arts at Concordia University in 2005, she extended her practice beyond the palette, and became a certified taxidermist. She specializes in large charcoal drawings and taxidermy, using ‘found animals,’ predominantly road kill.
Puxley was one of five Canadian artists short-listed to illustrate The Life of Pi by Yann Martel, was awarded the Editor’s Choice Award for Art Threat Magazine’s Framing Harper Competition, and was invited to create a diorama intervention at The Museum of Zoology in Rome, Italy.
She is currently an MFA candidate at Concordia University. Her work hangs at The Brookstreet Hotel (Kanata, ON), The Almonte General Hospital (Almonte, ON), and in a number of private collections.
This Century
This century is full-on burning
the past past carrying back
lost to re-memory the year brings
millennial want: a bright new coat
red shoes an end to oil pipelines
and student loans encase us all
in warmth not waged labor
drab curtains pulled aside
reveal window onto window
echo us many permutations
bring responses wrought
and metaled down
empty that treasury
steal back from church coffers
there is something that binds
more than moth-eaten sweaters
more than stripped-soled shoes
we wanting we to mean banks
burning profits re-distributed
we holding the soft hands of we
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Megan Kaminski is the author of two books of poetry: Deep City (Noemi Press, 2015) and Desiring Map (Coconut Books, 2012). She is an assistant professor in the Graduate Creative Writing Program at the University of Kansas and the founder and curator of the Taproom Poetry Series.
Chess
Rooks attack and defend in
their square world, Bishops
diagonal, Knights in brief
L-shaped leaps, great Queen
free in all directions to guard
her precious limping King,
one step north, south, east,
west, stirring only to survive,
three times the power of his
expendable Pawns advancing
always to die, their one retreat
beyond the checkered board.
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Nels Hanson’s fiction received the San Francisco Foundation’s James D. Phelan Award and Pushcart nominations in 2010, 12, and 2014. Poems appeared in Word Riot, Oklahoma Review, Pacific Review and other magazines and received a 2014 Pushcart nomination, Sharkpack Review’s 2014 Prospero Prize and a 2015 Best of the Net nomination.
Hunters
We, the shotgun trigger cast
from the colossal, kindred vat,
without aiming eye or contracting hand,
still as fish under the ice ceiling
of a lake, wait and watch
the surrounding charged and frozen
for the impressed print warmer
than the air around, streamer
of scent tethering snout to tongue,
mouth to gut for the chase and bolt,
the familiar arc rushing a frantic
weave crosshatching, the capture
bleeding, the reach and seize
and glancing tears, hide splitting
into red, into the exhausted warm,
wet limb-by-limb
collapse, the blood and the shrieks
or the blood and the silence,
and we, less different, less individual
than same as the flight fades
into tattered flags of rough breath, rough
heart and torso beating the body
stilled, emptied, abandoned—a vessel
to be remade into the sizes and shapes
of the bodies describing the earth we ran
to ground, bloodied and spent.
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Maggie Queeney holds MFA in Creative Writing from Syracuse University. Her work has appeared most recently in the Southern Poetry Review, The Southeast Review, and Handsome.
& Gatherers
The combing is constant—even dreaming
our eyes sift scythe-like
the pink-black back of the socket. Paths
break in the wake. We curry. We scan.
We ran at the minute cracks
sounding the carpet of twigs or the sudden
lift and swish of a leaf-hushed branch.
We read. We waited, tensed to recognize
the familiar shape, old patterns locking
the keening stomach driving forward
the pilot body, receptor of symbols and signs,
like the flagellant that bows
her matted, dulled crown
to sky, the curving domain of the whip
that snakes and raises red routes
over her back, scribbling the skin
into a map that signals the territory
we move to, through, inside
the next clearing, to the far screen of trees,
thrumming possibility.
Shoots unscroll from the dirt, unfurl
leaves broad and flat as the sun overhead
where fruit swells and softens, liquefies
inside skins under the nesting eggs
hardening on the branch. Fledglings
abandon. Dearths and lessens, thins
and winters. In the hard wither and black
we bend to the track, casting eyes side
to side, searching with no end not
our own for the flesh of our backs.
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Maggie Queeney holds MFA in Creative Writing from Syracuse University. Her work has appeared most recently in the Southern Poetry Review, The Southeast Review, and Handsome.
High-Definition Refrain
The post-apocalyptic father attaches another rooftop
To the farmhouse. The soup’s on, and its hot.
The crows eye it from the crooked birch.
Envisioning a fire, the post-identity family stitches their buttons to their noses.
It’s a tribal thing. Without history. As if an unlicensed mirror
Were running the Office of Light Projection
But no one walks through the blood stained territories
Where the post-chemical thugs siphon great subsidies
For longer mandated testing. And the post-monetary bankers
Keep erasing the contents of their thought bubbles.
They know the rules:
****************************** There can be no evidence,
No record of an internal monologue or other outmoded humanist tropes.
They know the biggest swindle is the imagination,
An excruciating and invisible nest
That, like a minute infection, opens doorways
And archways and walkways into the sun—ghoulish sun
Breeding gnats and worms on our post-burial corpses—
Ghoulish sun showing an animated spider that walks across the water,
While my family coughs out their neon-flavored soup
In the post-clinical emergency room.
Would you let me hiccup in that polyester pillow?
Can we spit our imagination into this box of rubber gloves?
Can I dump our diarrhea in this overpopulated fish tank?
I clutch the scalpel while the post-dogmatic terrorist
Apologizes for poisoning the syrup in the Pepsi factory.
I’ll dice these green onions—they wither so quickly.
They’re not cut out for the twenty-four second news cycle.
I’ll fold them in quarters and drop them in the soup.
Mysterious bells are ringing. My ears have indigestion.
They form a nest covered in lichen.
Lightning overtakes the picture window.
Even the sky spews out its post-nasal drip.
The post-corporeal human analyzes the email’s transnational diction.
Even in high-definition the post-mechanized execution is uncertifiable.
The childless fish swim in the pattern of bricks.
I learned all this in Cambridge talking to a cabbie.
I learned all that in Omaha reading a book without an author.
I gleaned everything in December sealing our windows with chewed gum and candy wrappers.
The earrings glisten but don’t touch.
They poke into the ether, charmingly luminous carrions on post-human dairy farms.
They can’t restore life to the dead yearnings we harbor in the post-industrial sludge.
The best we can do is smuggle them overseas.
Patiently we pull our rollaboards up the gangway
But the overhead storage is already full.
Even the post-orchestral violinist must leave her carryon
For the flight attendant to wrap in plastic bubbles.
As it flies into the colorless storm cloud,
The entire aircraft will be blanched in an electric flash.
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Nathan Hoks’ books include Reveilles (Salt, 2010) and The Narrow Circle (Penguin, 2013), which Dean Young selected for the 2012 National Poetry Series. He currently teaches poetry writing as a lecturer at the University of Chicago, and runs Convulsive Editions, a micro-press that produces handmade editions of chapbooks and broadsides.

